5:45a wake up ✔️Physical therapy @ 7:30a ✔️Full work day 9:15a - 6:30p ✔️CUP 7th Annual Gala ✔️ Asleep before 12a ❌ Happy Thursday ✔️ #thursday #selfie #ciprani #cupgala2014 #lookintomyeyes #100daysofhappy  (at Cipriani Grand Central Station)

5:45a wake up ✔️Physical therapy @ 7:30a ✔️Full work day 9:15a - 6:30p ✔️CUP 7th Annual Gala ✔️ Asleep before 12a ❌ Happy Thursday ✔️ #thursday #selfie #ciprani #cupgala2014 #lookintomyeyes #100daysofhappy (at Cipriani Grand Central Station)

#100daysofhappy with @alvarez_stacey

#100daysofhappy with @alvarez_stacey

And the hits keep on coming #100daysofhappy @alvarez_stacey

And the hits keep on coming #100daysofhappy @alvarez_stacey

Never before captured Sunday Funday face. #100daysofhappy #boathouse #lifestyleofterri

Never before captured Sunday Funday face. #100daysofhappy #boathouse #lifestyleofterri

"I’m so bored on this boat I’m #instagramming" #boathouseblues #centralpark #sunday #rowyourboat #bitches

"I’m so bored on this boat I’m #instagramming" #boathouseblues #centralpark #sunday #rowyourboat #bitches

Sunday brunch with a few faves. @chessiep #100daysofhappy  (at Crown)

Sunday brunch with a few faves. @chessiep #100daysofhappy (at Crown)

PT FRIDAYS! #100daysofhappy #nytimes #heatingpad #relaxation #quiettime #madmen

PT FRIDAYS! #100daysofhappy #nytimes #heatingpad #relaxation #quiettime #madmen

So jealous of @djtimmartell on his #coachella adventure. I had to #repost #100daysofhappy #indio #nofilter

So jealous of @djtimmartell on his #coachella adventure. I had to #repost #100daysofhappy #indio #nofilter

Just another night out #NYC #badsanta #100daysofhappy #smile

Just another night out #NYC #badsanta #100daysofhappy #smile

Where are you now?

It was a great day at the end of summer. A perfect day for a wedding. We probably should of stopped speaking years before but it took this perfect day for everything to change.

I remember your face as you leaned against the front of your car looking at me as I walked towards you. Taking everything in from hair to heels. You always looked at me with such warmth and kindness. You admired my silly shoe obsession. You cheered me on. You cared about me. Or at least I hoped.

We had so many things in common. We’ve traveled together, enjoyed dinners, overall happiness and we laughed. It was always so easy for me to share my life with you. I wanted you to be a part of my life even when limited by distance.

We remained connected even in your journeys across the oceans and as your passions changed. I respected your decisions to be different. You were always strong in your convictions.

I remained attracted to your casual demeanor along with your All-American Westchester upbringing. But where are you now?

I left that morning knowing everything changed. I knew we wanted different things. I walked away wanting more and you wanted the freedom this city allowed. Can’t say we ever discussed much after that. 

I wonder if you found her - the one for you. I wonder about you. I wonder where are you now?